weaving in and out through my thoughts
sounds and sights I claim only in dreams
honesty found in the most abrubt of ways
better than lies, I’ve heard
my hope consumes me
hopes of forgetting, hopes of accepting
dreams bestowed in my very soul have built up
you’ll never see
in my eyes there are traces
traces of lust, traces of lies
untold, but not untrue
passions intertwine with bitterness
there is complexity to be had between us all
and still, there are hopes
hopes of knowing, hopes of dreaming
thoughts so private I can’t accept them
I’ll never let go
bottled emotions and repressed honesty
the two things we share
hidden truths nobody will ever see
and the hope that someday,
someone else will notice
notice the repression, the obsession
the very hope we have to be
be accepted, never rejected
and without this hope, what do we become?
cold and guarded
forgotten and unwanted
the things we protect against most diligently
so still, we hope
hopes of success, hopes of love
love so secret, we don’t even feel it anymore
we’ll never know