Before Her by Jessica Nelson
The door stands wide open
To my screened in porch.
The dishes are clean.
The clothes are washed and are now drying.
I’m about to sit down when I notice an ashtray
Overlooked and forgotten from the night before.
It tells me I had a fun time
Forgetting about our times,
And then it reminds me of one time
When we toasted to love.
So I close the door
To my screened in porch
And sit on the floor crying –
Crying for the times before
her.
The clothes are done now.
I just heard the buzzer.
I feel a single tear fall from an eye
for you,
My short lived, beautiful lover.
But my tear just tells me I had a fun time with you.
And then I just try to forget about our times.
But it still reminds me of one time
When we toasted to love.
So I guess I’ll go get the clothes now.
Hang them, fold them, and put them away.
The dishes are done now,
And I guess we are too.
You were the one I had a fun time with.
I don’t really want to forget.
I will always hold dear to me
This single tear that turns to many.
For it reminds me of that time when we toasted to
Love.
The door is closed now
To my screened in porch.
I have clean dishes and dry clothes now.
So, I sit.
Only to think of us and our short lived innocent
Love.
Remember?
It’s how we felt toward each other before
her.